This is a time of counting Not a holy day or a week-long festival, but a season - a season for counting Once it was about the grain; about the priests; about counting from one harvest to the next A season full of anxiety and hope anxiety because the prosperity of the year was at stake - their hopes rose and fell with the size of the reap Then the world changed and new leaders rose from the ashes and with no more Temple, and no more sacrifices, new meaning had to be found Festival of First Fruits became Festival of Giving and Receiving Torah No longer counting the days from one harvest to the next, now it was about a journey - from slavery to freedom; from political liberation to spiritual revelation This counting, more relevant to city-dwellers and the rabbis who led them No longer dependent on the spring harvest, their focus shifted and counting took on a mournful tone as they lamented what was lost even as they reinterpreted what they could salvage As the world changed and changed again the spiritual resonance of the counting intensified and the focus shifted once more from national revelation to personal revelation We count, now, toward our own self-improvement 49 days of self-scrutiny; 49 days of reflection on how to emulate The Divine; 49 days to get ourselves out of our own personal Egypt and move through our own spiritual journey; To find our own Torah, and carry it toward freedom. - Rabbi Emma Gottlieb (2019)